Bache mann ke sache

Love Child intrigues me. Has always been.

What happens when someone you trusted takes your clothes off. You are nude, right?! Past few days have been emotional roller-coaster ride for me. Someone never had good things to say about me, to me. i kept believing in myself. But today, i'm terrified of myself.

What would i do when i see her, together with her parents? She is a not responsible for what her parents did. Yet i'm devastated. It was my choice to ignore the obvious. To be supportive to someone who kept covering facts.

i need to start all over. Again. Wonder if i will be able to. Again. 

Destruction averted!

Somebody told me today that they will destroy everything that i cherish. i will have to leave my space. Is it really possible?

Have i given remote control of my life to someone else?

Do people have to be so full of vengeance?

Khush rang Heena

i have a habit doing exactly opposite to what is expected of me :-)

It’s my work time, and where i'm supposed to contribute towards organisational growth, i have suddenly decided to blog! Life has been good to me - but not so good to certain ones i know closely. Some questions i have from life or God is why things become so complicated; why people hide things from each other; what generates insecurities; will humans ever understand each other…and a story is evolved.

I understand a lot, emotions, needs, and at de same time get detached too. People have their own selfish agenda – what is he doing with Heena when life is already complete with Sana.

Sana came into his life much before than me, then why my mind is being clouded by de thought that I don’t like his business partner? I have already decided that I’m not going to marry him, he belongs to someone else. My need for exclusivity in every sphere of life refrains me to contribute in business as I feel that whatever I do, it will go to meeting Sana’s expenses. His emphasis on integrity [which is good] tells me that focus is on securing de future of them as a couple. He has business partner as life partner, so they will always be together & I be always uncomfortable either visiting his office or home.

With these thoughts, Heena was finding it difficult to work with Sana around. He was pushing himself to get best of both de worlds, without any getting into each other’s way. And, one fine day, Sana found a way – they got married and flew away to Sydney. Sydney was where his heart lied and she fulfilled his dream. Both being accomplished professionals, soon found de grounds and settled in a life “happily after”

PS: i managed to finish this short "Heena" feelings only after work - such is destiny :-)

Alladin ka Chirag

Zen
Money
two sides of life
Men
Honey
two sides of love

Ashamed
Blissful
current state of mind
Destiny
Faith
which one to trust - its about time to let go.

love, care, being together
life has become better
of lies, betrayal
it can not be more real

Never have i laughed without you,
Never have i cried alone
Never have i or loved in vain.
Never have i dreamed a dream,
that destiny had not ordained.

Shower

there are tears on your side
there are tears on my side
only difference
your's are of happiness
mine are of sadness

you are blessed
so am i
only difference
its a new life for you
its end of life for me

there is love around you
there is love around me
only difference
it takes care of you
mine bids good bye

Revelation!

humare saath hote hue bhi
ek kashish mehsoos hoti hai
tum na the humare kabhi
tumhari muskan yeh kehti hai